My HIT List.....
So, yeah, I have people that hate me. I literally have no idea why. I mean seriously, I keep putting love out into the world, and yet sometimes, I get hate back. So, I have a way to HIT EM BACK!!!
(Cue the maniacal laughter....bwa-hahaha....hahaha...hahaha.)
Making a list and checking it twice.
So, when someone is an ass to me, I put them on a list. I have some really petty, common, everyday little stupid things on the list. Like when someone lied about me, and another person was rude to me, and some lady unfriended me, blah, blah, blah, on and on. Stupid, petty stuff.
I bet you can make a list just like it. Some people are rude, and sometimes things are misunderstood. And some people are just jerks. The world is full of that crap, right?
And I have some seriously awful stuff on the list. There is molestation and gang rape and some backstabbing heinous family shit. There is abandonment and being disowned. There is some assault and the women who knew about it and were complacent. There are liars and evildoers and all sorts of truly awful things.
But it ALL goes on the same list.
It is my HIT list.
It is my PRAYER list.
I am a spiritual person. You are, too. We are ALL spiritual, in that every human being on the planet has a spark of the Divine nature in them. It can be hard to find the spark of divinity in jerks. So, I don't even look for it. I just put them on my prayer (HIT) list.
My list is folded up like an airplane. When I have to add a name to it, I just unfold it and pencil them in. I don't re-read the list and I don't think about it. I don't call them out by name. I just imagine that list is an airplane filled with rockets. And those rockets are filled with LOVE.
And I shoot EVERY ONE of those jerks with LOVE everyday.
Before you begin thinking I have lost my marbles.....
I don't send them MY love. Nope, I am not a saint. I am not capable of loving heinous jerks who have tried to harm me. And I am certainly not capable of loving those who have truly harmed me; they tried and succeeded.
NOPE. I ask the Divine forces all around me to just take love to the unloved.
See, I have found that when I make that prayer for others, I am really making that prayer for myself. Because I know that at some point in my life, I have hurt someone, I have damaged relationships or caused misunderstandings. And I want the DIVINE love light to shine upon me, too.
There is a line from a song I heard a long time ago. I can't remember the song, the singer or any other lyrics except this: "The sun shines on the just and the unjust." Some days I am the unjust, some days I am the just. I am just thankful for the blessings of love that shine down from above and come to even a person like me.
But please, don't be a jerk, don't cross me. Or else, I will have to put YOU on my hit list, too.